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may 27, 06
Monday, May 29, 2006

 Last Saturday was the best Saturday ever. haha. I had so much fun. :D I was with Anthony, his mom and his three sisters at Glorietta. They picked me up at around 1:30, got there at around 3pm and ate merienda at Dad's. (I love MYMP btw, we were watching a cd of their concert on the way to g4.) Since Anthony's sisters wanted to go to Timezone, Anthony and I watched x-men at 4:40. After that, we went to Libis for dinner. we got lost pa pala muna. haha.. grabe, ang lakas ng ulan. kakatawa. ate at heaven and eggs. super SLOW service. nagdrawing til the food came. finally the food arrived. good? no, because the food was not-so-good. ew. haha. nagshare share nalang kami sa food na medyo okay. hahahaha :p on the way home, we kinda got lost again. passed by ateneo. sleeeeeepy. got home. "thank you, thank you auntie, bbye" haha.
    my bro greets me at the door, "tumaba ka a." NR ako (no reaction) cos I was really really tired na. So went to my room. surprised to see that lola was still up waiting for me. =S my dad asks me questions about my day, blablah.. got ready for bed. told lola what happened. went to bed.
    ...hafta go home.. it's almost 12pm.. finals for lit tomorrow, 20% ng grade yun  :s wish me luck.



written by bettster at 11:52 am
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summer classes
Friday, May 26, 2006

    yey! summer classes are almost over!! well, summer class wasn't so bad since I got to meet new people.. like what Miss Guevarra said earlier in class.. "it's the relationships you make that matters most." I love Miss Guevarra, she's really fun. I had lots and lots of fun in her class!:) even though we talked about poetry, which I really stink at, I learned a lot in her class.. Plus met this really cool people.. I'll miss you guys!:p It was fun hanging around with Mikko, Trisha, Ellah and Adrian again. Sana next sem iba naman, haha, joke :p
    then there's eco. *sigh* I hate eco. There was never a day that I had fun "learning" and not bored in that class. well, the good thing is, I got to bond with Denis. I got to know him more, and I guess we both have something in common.. we're in love with insensitive people. lol. haha, pero yun. what can we do, diba? love nga namin..
    ITM. itm was really boring at first.. John Gregorio (the prof) was, at first, boring and lazy. but at the near end of the sem, he started to show his true self.. ang kulit nya :p too bad we didn't eat pizza.. si inigo kasi eh =/ haha :P
    two days to go,then i'll have 2 weeks all for myself before we get back to school. haay, ang bilis. soph na ako :) oh, btw, my random number is 300+. it's okay, but it's not really great. I hope to experience having the random number 1 soon. hehe, sige, hafta go home now. I'm soo hungry :p




written by bettster at 02:35 pm
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I'm back!
Monday, March 27, 2006

yay!:D I'm back for good.. aww, I missed the internet :p

I thank my mom for letting me use the computer again :D all i had to do was clean my room, haha! ;p

Anyway, gotta study for my ITM exam later. Bye!




written by bettster at 08:43 am
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family + school = ?
Friday, March 17, 2006

    I'm banned from the internet!! Yes, it's true. They treat me like a child. Like I'm supposed to be already in bed by 9pm. Like duh? I have homeworks and papers and studying to do. rawr. Well, honestly, it's partly my fault cos instead of doing my paper early, I started at 8pm. I did the unimportant things to do first, which, I admit, was really, really stupid. But that was no reason for him to get mad like that. For God's sake, it was only 10:30 pm. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents. It's just that, I'm not the "perfect" daughter that they want me to be. I'm just me. Rawr, even my bro is turning against me. It's me against the world. *sigh* oh well. Banned from the internet until next school year. I'm gonna miss you guys :p

    P.S. I love my family.



written by bettster at 09:09 am
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Bored. Should be memorizing my speech
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you at the end of the list.

  1. I miss somebody right now.
  2. I don't watch much TV these days.
  3. I own lots of books.
  4. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
  5. I love to play video games.
  6. I've tried marijuana.
  7. I've watched porn movies.
  8. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
  9. I believe honesty is USUALLY always the best policy.
  10. I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
  11. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
  12. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
  13. I have broken someone's bones.
  14. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
  15. I hate the rain.
  16. I'm paranoid at times.
  17. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  18. I need/want money right now.
  19. I love sushi.
  20. I talk really, really fast.
  21. I have fresh breath in the morning.
  22. I have long hair.
  23. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
  24. I have at least one sibling.
  25. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
  26. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
  27. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
  28. I like the way that I look.
  29. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
  30. I am usually pessimistic.
  31. I have a lot of mood swings.
  32. I think prostitution should be legalized.
  33. I slept with a roommate.
  34. I have a hidden talent.
  35. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
  36. I have a lot of friends.
  37. I have pecked someone of the same sex.
  38. I enjoy talking on the phone.
  39. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
  40. I love to shop and/or window shop.
  41. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
  42. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. It's the other way around, mostly.
  43. I'm a pretty good dancer.
  44. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
  45. I have a cell phone.
  46. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
  47. I've rejected someone before.
  48. I currently like/love someone.
  49. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  50. I want to have children in the future.
  51. I have changed a diaper before.
  52. I've called the cops on a friend before.
  53. I'm not allergic to anything.
  54. I have a lot to learn.
  55. I am shy around the opposite sex.
  56. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
  57. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
  58. I have tried alcohol or drugs before. Am drinking right now.
  59. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
  60. I own the "South Park" movie.
  61. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
  62. I enjoy some country music.
  63. I would die for my best friend.
  64. I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
  65. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
  66. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
  67. I have dated a close friend's ex. Am completely in love with him, too.
  68. I am happy at this moment.
  69. I'm obsessed with guys.
  70. Democrat.
  71. Conservative Republican.
  72. I am punk rockish.
  73. I go for older guys/girls, not younger. Usually.
  74. I study for tests most of the time.
  75. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
  76. I can work on a car.
  77. I love my job.
  78. I am comfortable with who I am right now.
  79. I have more than just my ears pierced.
  80. I walk barefoot wherever I can.
  81. I have jumped off a bridge.
  82. I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
  83. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
  84. I am proficient on a musical instrument.
  85. I hate office jobs.
  86. I went to college out of state.
  87. I am adopted.
  88. I am a pyro.
  89. I have thrown up from crying too much.
  90. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
  91. I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
  92. I adore bright colors.
  93. I usually like covers better than originals.
  94. I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
  95. I can pick up things with my toes.
  96. I can't whistle.
  97. I have ridden/owned a horse.
  98. I still have every journal I've ever written in.
  99. I talk in my sleep.
  100. I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
  101. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
  102. I wear a toe ring.
  103. I have a tattoo.
  104. I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
  105. I am a caffeine junkie.
  106. I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
  107. If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
  108. I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
  109. I have been to over 15 conventions.
  110. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
  111. I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
  112. I'm an artist.
  113. I am ambidextrous.
  114. I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
  115. If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
  116. I have terrible teeth.
  117. I hate my toes.
  118. I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
  119. I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
  120. I have lived in either three different states or countries.
  121. I am extremely flexible. Until I broke my foot, that is.
  122. I love hugs more than kisses.
  123. I want to own my own business.
  124. I smoked.
  125. I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
  126. Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
  127. Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
  128. I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
  129. I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
  130. I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
  131. I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
  132. I have played strip poker with someone else before.
  133. I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
  134. I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
  135. I can't stand being alone.
  136. I have at least one obsession at any given time.
  137. I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
  138. I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
  139. I'm a judgmental asshole.
  140. I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
  141. I have traveled on more than one continent.
  142. I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
  143. I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
  144. I am a Libertarian.
  145. I can speak more than one language.
  146. I would rather read than watch TV.
  147. I like reading fact more than fiction.
  148. I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
  149. I have no piercings.
  150. I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
  151. I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
  152. Once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
  153. I've been married and am now divorced.
  154. There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
  155. I like most animals better than most people.
  156. I own a collection of retro games consoles.
  157. The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
  158. I have hit someone with a dead fish.
  159. I have written/read erotic stories.
  160. I am compulsively honest.
  161. I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
  162. I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
  163. I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
  164. I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
  165. I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
  166. I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
  167. I dislike milk.
  168. I obsessively wash my hands.
  169. I always carry that something significant around with me.
  170. Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
  171. I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
  172. Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
  173. I hand typed all the HTML tags in this document.
  174. I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
  175. I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
  176. Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
  177. I am a virgin.
  178. I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
  179. I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
  180. I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
  181. I don't like to chew gum.
  182. I am intrigued with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
  183. I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
  184. Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
  185. Wishes people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
  186. I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
  187. I love to sing.
  188. I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
  189. I have a custom-built computer.
  190. I want to have a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
  191. I occasionally cling to someone's boobehs... online.
  192. I have fallen out of a tree.
  193. I am possessive of my friends.
  194. I made a gay couple in the SIMS, and they sleep together too.
  195. I am going through a potentially life-changing dilemma as of this writing.
  196. Nerd.
  197. People have complained of the smallness of my handwriting.
  198. I know all the lyrics of 80% of all NSYNC's songs.
  199. I get to flunk almost 85% of my grades for one quarter.
  200. I can successfully twirl a pen.
  201. I wish I had a great and expensive electric guitar.
  202. I never believed in Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy etc
  203. I still memorize all the Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys songs I learned before.
  204. I hate the word MEME.
  205. I love it when my dog licks my toes.

206. I've danced and sung in front of an audience.




written by bettster at 08:57 pm
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math, exams, talumpati
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Today was a normal day.

It started off with math at 7:30am. Got the results of our last long test for calculus. 48. Yes, that's what I got. And yes, I failed, again. I could've passed if I copied the given correctly. But nooo.. I guess I was too excited to finish the final LT for calc.

During the one hour break after math, we (Steph, Den and Cathy) printed our magazine for fil and went to Bellarmine to copy our exam sched.

Monday:
9:30-11:30 @ CTC 104 - Lit

Tuesday:
1:30-3:30 @ SECA 215 - Math

Thursday:
9:30-11:30 SECA 117 - ES

March 27:
1:30-3:30? CTC 114? - ITM

Hafta study =c Sigh. Hafta pass ITM and save my parents 12k. rawr.

We watched "In the Time of the Butterflies" for lit. Hmm, the movie was okay.. It kinda made me wanna finish reading the book.. so that's what i did. I read the book during ES. bwahaha! Kaya ako bumabagsak eh :)) Whatever.

Gotta go memorize my speech for fil tomorrow. Yun lang class ko, 12:00-1:30, medyo hassle saming lahat pero no choice. Wish me luck :)




written by bettster at 07:07 pm
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haha!!:o
Monday, March 13, 2006

"Finally met Bettina's boyfriend: Anthony. Bagay sila, in fairness. They kinda look alike to me. " - Haha, thanks Bea, i think :p

Whew, stress.

Things to do:
-filipino talumpati
-pe final paper
-math LT
-finish reading "In the Time of the Butterflies"
-lit paper
-fil article

Capture the Flag (Thanks Bea & Emil). That was the name of the band that played after Pedicab. That was the band I kept calling "banda ng friend ni Emil". Emil's my blockmate, btw. wala lang. Anyhoo, the band rocked Le Souffle last saturday. Wihihihi. Wala lang ulit.

Should I study for my math LT? finish writing my fil article? read the novel? Memorize my talumpati? WHAT?! Tinatamad nanaman ako. grrr.




written by bettster at 07:36 pm
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Saturday Fun :o
Sunday, March 12, 2006

   I had lots of fun yesterday. Le Souffle. I got to relax and take my mind of schoolwork thanks to jorja & her debut. Yun palang yung second debut na na-attendan ko :) So far, so good.

   Wheee, grabe, I saw lots of drunk people. Especially Matthew. He sat on the floor. Plus he was kind of trying to pick up girls. hahaha.He was going to drive himself + Mark + Paul + Jao home pa man din. Gago talaga yun. Pinagtripan pala namin si Paul. We got him to eat the popcorn, e diba may glue yun? hahaha. Grabe, tawa kami ng tawa. Though our table was far away from the stage, plus may border pa dun na parang hinihiwalay talaga kami, yun sections 4 to 8 we had lots of fun. Mas naging fun pa nga siya cos of that. People were shouting and drinking. Chaka we got to talk with everyone, minsan lang yun. Ang cool pala nung magic. hehe, galing niya, sinuman siya. :p

Jem, Jayson Jao, Matthew, Kurt, Paul, Anthony and I were the only Semper Fidelians who attended the debut.. Too bad the others couldn't attend, lalo na si kathleen :(

   Ang galing pala nung band ng friend ni Emil (Sorry, di ko alam name nila, haha). Basta yun after ng Pedicab. Wala lang.

   Anyway, Anthony was supposed to stay over at Matt's last night, but when they were about to leave, my dad was still on his way to makati (yeah, my dad picked me up cos i dont know how to drive yet), so Anthony offered to wait for me. Sweet, noh? haha, babaw. :p So yun, got to spend more alone time with Anthony.. haha. We left there around 1:20.

   I spent a long time removing the stupid hair pins in my hair, hahaha. Slept around 2:30. End of story. Grrr. Still have to do my sentence outline for english. Tahtah!:P




written by bettster at 11:34 am
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*updates*
Thursday, March 09, 2006

     hell week SUCKS.


       ... and that was the update. bwahahaha.




written by bettster at 09:51 pm
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^^
Friday, March 03, 2006

    Steph & Ken and Anthony & I watched Big Momma 2 in Promenade after class yesterday. Yeah, double date :P haha, whatever. I appreciated that Anthony came along since he's having lots of problems with his school. Si Anthony pa naman yun guy na napakahirap i-cheer up. Pero I was able to cheer him up when we went to Timezone. Nagsayang kami ng pera. Haha. But it was fun. Seeing him smile was worth it :)
    Anyway, I have to go. I still have to read
a few more chapters of "In the Time of the Butterflies" by Julia Alvarez for Lit. Required kasi eh, haha. :P 



written by bettster at 08:35 am
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